Friday, April 20, 2007

I did it again.

I let my heart rule my head. As much as I want believe what I wrote in my last post, at 2 in the morning it all seems like such a crock. Will I finally, finally get it thru my thick skull that no good deed goes unpunished? All I ever get when I try to something nice for someone is a good kick in the teeth. Well I'm done. I can't do it any more, no more nice, no letting myself being a trusting sucker, no more waiting to be thrown away like so much garbage. If I'm ever tempted to do something because I might care about helping, I'm going to reread this post so I can remind myself how much of an idiot I've been my whole life because I seem to keep forgetting that. The world can go to H*#L.

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